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by Est Complexus

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1.
Intro 01:11
2.
Scars 03:31
I should have seen them coming The scars you'd leave I should have known better What you'd do to me But I didn't run No I didn't hide I let you hurt me I kept it all inside Torn to pieces Reduced to scraps Stitched back together Ready to collapse Sometimes you can't fix them Some holes can't be patched Some wounds last forever No, there's no going back I wish I could forget and it would all go away I wish I hadn't lost myself To all the pain I feel so different I'm not me anymore Broken forever Afraid and insecure Torn to pieces Reduced to scraps Stitched back together Ready to collapse Sometimes you can't fix them Some holes can't be patched Some wounds last forever No, there's no going back
3.
Close/Far 04:05
So close yet so far Not sure who you are So close yet so far Never knowing where we are I think it's time I let you go But inside I just don't know How to do it or how to heal I'm not sure how I really feel Alone again Left high and dry On my own again Why did I even try I thought what we had would last forever I'm sorry I'll cherish all of our time together x2 You know I love you You love me too I just don't know what I can do To make things better and get you back I guess it's over and that is that But part of me still has hope we'll be together and elope I know it's stupid, and in vain It's all that gets me through the pain Alone again Left high and dry On my own again Why did I even try I thought what we had would last forever I'm sorry I'll cherish all of our time together x2
4.
Hips against me We begin to grind Just you and me Your wetness on mine Tongues wander As lips collide Just you and me Absolutely divine Soul, body, and mind Together, we're perfectly aligned Soul, body, and mind Together, our legs intwined It happened so quickly I fell so fast I fear I love you But I won't tell you yet Infatuation My passion for you I can only pray That our love stays true Kissing and squeezing Heavy breathing Everything feels right Your arms around me Fingers through my hair It's been so long Almost too much to bear Soul, body, and mind Together, we're perfectly aligned Soul, body, and mind Together, our legs intwined It happened so quickly I fell so fast I fear I love you But I won't tell you yet Infatuation My passion for you I can only pray That our love stays true
5.
I Adore You 03:12
I just met you But I can't get you out of my head When I'm alone I wish I could be with you instead This is the start of something so beautiful Oh my god you're just so damn beautiful You said I looked good there with my face between your thighs I adored our amorous kissing and the way that we locked eyes I'll be here for you Here through it all You're so soft and squishy so cute and so fucking small You know that I adore you I could admire you for days I'm sorry I'm just really god damn gay You said I looked good there with my face between your thighs I adored our amorous kissing and the way that we locked eyes

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An album about trauma, relationships, and being a huge queer.
The songs are in chronological order. Each song (save for the intro) has a person and place associated with it.

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released June 27, 2018

All music and vocals by Holly.

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