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Semblance

by Est Complexus

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1.
Lithium 04:00
It feels so good It's fucking divine I often wish I could feel that way all the time But its not sustainable No, it's not real It's my fucked up brain chemistry affecting the way that I feel Oh mania, it hurts so much because you're gone Oh mania, I haven't felt good in so long Oh mania, it hurts so much now that you're gone Oh mania, I haven't felt that good in so long My head is a battlefield A war inside My depression and mania Continue to fight I wanna be even, wanna be okay But part of me doubts I'll ever get to a good place Oh mania, it hurts so much because you're gone Oh mania, I haven't felt good in so long Oh mania, it hurts so much now that you're gone Oh mania, I haven't felt that good in so long
2.
I will dream again I will dream again You won't haunt me anymore I will dream again! I will trust again I will love again You can't hurt me anymore I will dream again! I'm taking back my body I'm taking back my soul I'm taking back my body, The things you took from me so long ago I'm taking back my body I'm taking back my soul I'm taking back my body, The things you coveted so long ago I am ready to stop surviving I am ready to start thriving I am ready to start forgiving I am ready to start living! It's so hard to let it go But without my anger I can finally grow It's so hard to let this go But without this hatred I can finally grow I'm taking back my body I'm taking back my soul I'm taking back my body, No longer under your control I'm taking back my body I'm taking back my life I'm taking back my body, I will finally live my life
3.
You drive me out of my fucking mind You make me wish that I was fucking dead Oh let's end this, just you and me Once we finish this I will rest easily Heads will roll Heads will roll Heads will roll Heads will roll Heads will roll Heads will roll Heads will roll Heads will roll I can make you remember I can make you forget I can make you remember Just let me into your head Take control I'll take control Take control I'll take control Take control I'll take control Take control I'll take control Take control I'll take control Take control I'll take control Heads will roll Heads will roll Heads will roll Take control
4.
Fading 06:14
I am fading, day by day I am fading, or so they say I am fading, day by day I refuse to fade away I'm still here, and you can bet I will fight on to the bitter end I'm still here, so place your bets I swear to god I won't fade away quite yet The scars will heal, so will I Once again I'll feel the sun in the sky The scars will heal, so will I I refuse to fade away I swear to god I will survive The scars will heal, so will I Once again I'll feel the sun in the sky The scars will heal, so will I I refuse to fade away I swear to god that I will thrive I'll move on from these years I will vanquish all of these fears I'll smile wide It won't be pretend I'll carry on, this pain will end The scars will heal, so will I Once again I'll feel the sun in the sky The scars will heal, so will I I refuse to fade away I swear to god I will survive The scars will heal, so will I Once again I'll feel the sun in the sky The scars will heal, so will I I refuse to fade away I swear to god that I will thrive
5.
The world is fucked But we had each other No matter what I still had my brother I think about you Every single day Life's not the same now Ever since you went away I never thought the day would come When I would be without you I didn't even get to say goodbye So long I had forgotten you I just want to see your face again And tell you that I love you So if you're out there please don't forget That I will always love you
6.
Was it something that I said Or something I've forgotten To state it plainly Life is really fucking rotten Figures dancing through my head Memories I just can't grasp If I'm not careful My mind will collapse There is no escape Locked in my brain There is no escape No sanity remains Is this just how it is? Is my mind against me? These barriers I've put up, will they defend me? Have I closed myself off? Will they end me?

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ft Len, Gumi, Yohioloid, and Luka.
Trying to find some Semblance of who I was before.

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released September 2, 2019

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