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Borderline

by Est Complexus

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1.
Intro 02:56
2.
Borderline 04:42
I'm sorry I've become so obsessed I'm sorry I can't be indepedant I wish I could be normal And give you your space But every time I hear from you My bad thoughts seem to go away Borderline! It's blissful but hurts at the same time To be so in love I'm Borderline! It's blissful but hurts at the same time To be this in love It hurts to be away from you I know it's unhealthy, what can I do? I'm just so in love Everything I feel is so fucking strong I manipulate to get what I need though I know it's wrong I have these impulses I just can't control Half the time I feel I'm not in control Borderline! It's blissful but hurts at the same time To be so in love I'm Borderline! It's blissful but hurts at the same time To be this in love It hurts to be away from you I know it's unhealthy, what can I do? I'm just so in love
3.
Pinpoint 04:31
Pinpoint eyes An end to hard times I wish that I always felt this good Blissful feelings My brain congealing So warm yet so numb Nodding off again Why did I do this to myself Nodding off again I'm afraid to tell anybody else I was so stupid I was so naive I honestly thought to myself It won't happen to me I need to stop using These fucking medications But when I get the chance I'm filled with anticipation I wish I could stop Without these fucking cravings If I could go back I'd tell myself to never take them Nodding off again Why did I do this to myself Nodding off again I'm afraid to tell anybody else I was so stupid I was so naive I honestly thought to myself It won't happen to me I just wanted to feel good And look where it got me I just wanted to feel good And look how it got me I just wanted to feel good And look where it got me I just wanted to feel good And look where it got me
4.
Last Song 03:52
I needed a way to cope, that's true But I think it's time to stop writing about you Getting better means letting go of things I cannot change What happened happened and it's not okay But I can't keeping going on this way You have too much power over me and now it's time that stops I wish you the worst, let that be clear This is my last song to you my dear I'm getting better and leaving you behind I thought you fucked me up permanently But now I'm on the path to recovery Time and effort really heal all wounds I won't let you hurt me anymore I'm shutting you out forever more I refuse to be a prisoner within my own mind I refuse to be scared, I won't kneel to you Hate will not consume me but I won't forgive you I'm getting better and I'm leaving you behind I wish you the worst, let that be clear This is my last song to you my dear I'm getting better and leaving you behind I thought you fucked me up permanently But now I'm on the path to recovery Time and effort really heal all wounds
5.
Incomplete 03:31
Everything I feel is so intense I have so much love to give So why does it always end up like this Why did you leave me Why don't you love me Why did you go away I thought we had something beautiful so why didn't you stay Tell me you love me Tell me you need me Tell me that I'm yours Tell me in a couple of years you'll be here for sure Tell me you love me Tell me you need me Let me hear it every day Tell me I'm irreplaceable I might just go insane I know that I'm crazy I know I'm not well Baby I'll be the first to tell you Being with me is hell I need somebody to complete me and make me feel whole I thought that person could be you But now I'm not so sure Tell me you love me Tell me you need me Tell me that I'm yours Tell me in a couple of years you'll be here for sure Tell me you love me Tell me you need me Let me hear it every day Tell me I'm irreplaceable I might just go insane

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An album primarily about Borderline Personality Disorder and the struggles that come with it.

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released July 19, 2018

All music, vocals, and lyrics by Holly.

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